anywho... as i tripped over small cracks and rocks
(still staring up of course cuz apparently i dont learn to watch where im going)
up above the bridge i noticed the moon bright as the sun. if you were to turn off all the lights on the streets, you would be able to make your way around just fine by the light of the moon.
and it got me thinkin (surprise surprise)
at times i wish i was more like the others. i wish i had a sweet computer in my room, with accurate lighting to take awesome webcam photos like all the ones i see out there. i wish i had a nice car to drive around and make people ooo and aaaah over. i wish i had some sweet jeans other than the wranglers i picked out from walmart that looked pretty decent. i wish i had an *actual* job that i could go to work at every day and love beyond anything else. i wish i was just 50 pounds lighter, i would be so content with myself.
but then again, those are wishes in a life that isnt ready to have me yet. i will get there in time. good comes to those who wait. i sure have been waiting and im not such a patient person, but in my *old age* i am getting better at it and atleast TRYING to become more tolerant. theyre just running thoughts that keep reminding me that i refuse to settle for a life of second best. i want it all. ill get it all. i had to detour off onto the "road to recovery" before i kept truckin on my "road to success".
im beginning to love myself a little more everyday. im saying that i am bored much less. school has started up i have begun to think in a different path once again, im happy with the direction my life is going right now, even though its still a bit blurry.
heres some thoughts for ya to sit on and dream for the gorgeous night we were blessed with...
"dont place your mistakes on your head, their weight may crush you. instead, place them under your feet and use them as a platform to view your horizons"
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